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Duality

by Feels Like Home

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1.
Devil's Pact 02:33
SO WOULD YOU RECOGNIZE ME? WOULD YOU EVEN RECOGNIZE YOURSELF? ARE YOU TOO BUSY RUNNING? I KNOW THE PAST STILL HAUNTS YOU WELL. HOW WOULD YOU RECOGNIZE ME WHEN YOU CAN’T RECOGNIZE YOURSELF? SHAKING HANDS WITH THE DEVIL. WE SIGNED OUR NAMES IN BLOOD, WAITING FOR THE FLOOD. ALL THE USUAL SUSPECTS, TOO MANY DEMONS IN THE HEAVEN ABOVE. THE WORLD IS NO STRANGER TO VIOLENCE BUT IT’S NEVER KNOWN ANYTHING LIKE THIS. A SPECIES THAT PREYS ON ITS OWN KIND, FOR THE BLISS OF A MOMENT OF SILENCE. I HOPE YOU NEVER FIND PEACE AND SOMEDAY YOU SEE THIS BROKEN FAMILY. DEATH IS ALL WE HAVE IN COMMON. HOW DOES IT FEEL? THIS IS THE SOUND OF THE END OF IT ALL. HOW DOES IT FEEL? THERE’S NO SALVATION WITHIN THESE WALLS. AND THIS IS ALL TOO REAL, YOU COULD’VE BEEN A MARTYR, BUT YOU CHOSE TO STRUGGLE. WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR, YOU WON’T RECOGNIZE YOURSELF ANYMORE.
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Nostalgia 03:42
I CAN’T CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE. I CAN’T PRETEND EVERYTHING’S FINE ANYMORE. MY WALLS ARE CLOSING IN, I’M A BOUND TO BREAK. I AM NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. EXPOSING MY WEAKNESS TO THE WORLD. IT FEELS LIKE I’M TRAPPED IN A CAGE WITH NO WAY OUT. MADE UP MY MIND, COUNTLESS LIES, I SHOULD SEVER THE TIES. THE PAST IS DEAD, WHAT LIES AHEAD? IT’S A LONG ROAD FAR FROM EVERYTHING I KNOW. I’LL FACE THIS ON MY OWN. I TOOK EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED LIKE IT WILL LAST FOREVER AND NOW, I’M PRISONER OF MY OWN PAST. I’VE GOT NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE. I MADE IT CLEAR, NO MORE FEAR, I STAND RIGHT HERE TO GET RID OF MY DEMONS, WATCH THEM ALL DISAPPEAR. IT’S A LONG ROAD FAR FROM EVERYTHING I KNOW. I’M ON MY OWN, ON MY OWN. I CAN’T CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE. HOW CAN I CHANGE MYSELF WHEN I’VE COME SO FAR? NO ONE CAN’T CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE. I CAN’T PRETEND I’M FINE ANYMORE. MY WALLS ARE CLOSING IN ON ME. WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO BE?
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Sleepwalker 03:26
FLOATING IN THIS GRAVITY, I’VE BEEN SLEEPWALKING. AND IT GOES ON AND ON UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S REAL ANYMORE. I SEE COLORS THAT I’VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. A STATE OF MIND I CAN’T CONTROL ANYMORE. TIMES CHANGE FAST NOTHING SEEMS TO LAST. A DIFFERENT STORY EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES. A DIFFERENT VIBE UNTIL MY WORLD FADES AWAY. I’M WIDE AWAKE, WIDE AWAKE. AM I STILL DREAMING? I’M NOT THE SAME AS I WAS BEFORE. I’M WIDE AWAKE, WIDE AWAKE. AM I STILL DREAMING? NO I CAN’T FEEL MYSELF ANYMORE. WIDE AWAKE, WIDE AWAKE. STUCK IN THIS GRAVITY, I’VE BEEN SLEEPWALKING. AND IT GOES ON AND ON UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE PULL ME UP? MY WORLD IS FALLING DOWN. WIDE AWAKE WITH MY EYES CLOSED. SLEEPWALKER. I’VE CREATED A PLACE WHERE I AM NO LONGER JUST A POWERLESS WITNESS OF WHAT LIES UNDER. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S REAL ANYMORE. I’VE COME WAY TOO FAR TO LOOK BACK NOW.
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Capsize 03:29
I WANTED TO GET HIGHER TO FEEL WHAT UP CAN BE. I WANTED TO HOLD MY BREATH TO FIND MY WAY BACK TO REALITY. I LOST MY GRIP WITH STRENGTH AND I WAS LEFT ALONE TO DROWN. NO TIDE COULD HELP ME SHIFT, I’M ON MY WAY BACK DOWN TO THE FUCKING GROUND. I’M DRIFTING AWAY, TRYING TO HOLD ON TO THIS HEAVY CHAIN THAT KEEPS BRINGING ME DOWN. MY MIND IS FLOATING, MY HEART IS RACING AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE THE FUCK I’M GOING. I’M DRIFTING AWAY. TRYING TO STRAY FROM THE PATH THAT WAS GIVEN ME. BUT I’M STUCK AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA. WHERE I CAN’T SEE, NOTHING ELSE BUT ME. I CAN’T BREATHE. WHERE AM I GOING? I’VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR LIGHT IN THE ABYSS OF LIFE. SO SCARED THAT I WON’T MAKE IT OUT ALIVE. I CAN’T BREATHE. I WAS SEARCHING FOR HOPE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE DEEP BLUE SEA. LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT MY FAITH WAS GOING TO LET ME DROWN. LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT MY FAITH WAS GOING TO END ME.
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CAN SOMEONE TELL ME IF THERE’S A LIFE AFTER DEATH? SHOULD I BE SCARED THIS COULD BE MY LAST BREATH? THERE’S NO REASON TO FIGHT IF I CAN’T SURVIVE. YOU TRIED YOU’RE BEST BUT YOU CAN’T KEEP ME ALIVE. SPENDING MOST OF MY TIME WAITING FOR NOTHING. AT THE END OF THE DAY I’M THE ONE WHO’S DYING. I’M NOT AFRAID OF WHAT’S ABOVE. I’LL FIND PEACE AND INFINITE LOVE. I DON’T RECOGNIZE THE ONES I USED TO LOVE. AND WHAT IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES. THEY’LL NEVER HEAR MY FINAL WILL. THOSE PILLS MAKE ME SICK, THEY MAKE ME ILL. WIRES ACROSS MY WHOLE CHEST. THEY’RE TREATING ME LIKE I’M A TOTAL MESS. I CAN’T MOVE. I CAN BARELY TALK. MY TIME HAS COME, I’M DOOMED TO DEATH. I DON’T WANT TO GO, I DON’T WANT TO GO, I DON’T WANT TO GO. BUT I HAVE NO CONTROL, I HAVE NO CONTROL, I HAVE NO CONTROL. MY TIME HAS COME I’M DOOMED TO DEATH. TOO YOUNG TO DIE. EVERYONE KNOWS IT’S JUST A FUCKING LIE. YOU’RE TOO YOUNG TO DIE. WHOEVER TOLD YOU, HE’S JUST A FUCKING LIAR.
6.
BROKEN AND ANGRY. I’M SO SICK OF FELLING LIKE SHIT. YEAH, I’M SO SICK OF YOU. I CAN’T BELIEVE HOW MUCH YOU CAN BE SO FULL OF SHIT. I SEE THE LIES IN YOUR EYES AND NOW YOU LIE IN IT. YOU’RE ALWAYS ON MY BACK NO MATTER WHAT I DO. AS LONG AS EVERYTHING FITS FOR YOU. I’M BROKEN, ANGRY, HEARTLESS. NOT THE FEELING THAT I WANTED. BROKEN, ANGRY, HEARTLESS. I TRIED MY BEST TO HIDE AND RUN AWAY FROM YOU. AS YOU WATCHED ME SINK AND WATCHED ME FALL DOWN. I’VE LOST TRACK OF WHO I WAS BEFORE. NOW WATCH ME RISE ABOVE YOUR CONTROL. THERE’S NOTHING LEFT OF YOU IN ME ANYMORE. GO. I’VE BEEN TRYING TO REGAIN CONTROL AND REBUILD MY LIFE FROM THE GROUND UP BUT IT’S HARD, SO DAMN HARD TO BUILD SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING. THANKS FOR WASTING MY TIME, TRYING TO RUIN MY LIFE. DESPERATE COWARD YOU HAVE NO MORE POWER OVER ME ANYMORE. BROKEN AND ANGRY. BROKEN AND ANGRY AND HEARTLESS, ALL BECAUSE OF YOU.
7.
FEELING LIKE I’VE BEEN THROWN FACE DOWN INTO THE UNKNOWN. GIVING AWAY MY HEART AND SOUL AS IF THEY WEREN’T IN MY CONTROL. FEELS LIKE I DON’T BELONG. LIVING IN THE WRONG PLACE ALL ALONG. I WISH THERE WAS A WAY TO MAKE MY BRAIN OKAY BECAUSE I’M GOING MORE INSANE DAY BY DAY. I NEED TO FIND A BRIGHTER LIGHT TO KEEP ON FIGHTING THROUGH THIS LIFE. I NEED TO FALL AND MAKE MISTAKES, DO OR DIE, MAKE OR BREAK. GIVE ME SOMETHING TO FEEL ALIVE BECAUSE I’M DYING TO SURVIVE. I NEED TO FALL AND MAKE MISTAKES, DO OR DIE, MAKE OR BREAK. I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE ONCE MORE. GIVE ME PAIN, MAKE ME SORE. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I’M HERE? SO I CAN STOP LIVING IN FEAR. MAKE ME FLY, MAKE ME LIGHTER, TO THE SKY, LET’S GO HIGHER. MAKE ME FLY, MAKE ME BELIEVE IN SOMETHING BETTER. LET ME TOUCH THE SKY, I WANT TO GO HIGHER. MAKE ME TRY, MAKE ME CRY, MAKE ME THRIVE. I NEED TO FEEL ALIVE. I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE.
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False Idol 04:28
TELL ME WHO WOULD LET A KID ON HIS OWN? A FUCKING COWARD. YEAH, YOU LET ME SUFFER ALONE. GROWING UP AS A KID WITHOUT A HOME. YOU LET ME SUFFER ALONE. YOU WERE NEVER THERE, ALWAYS ON THE RUN. NO RESPONSIBILITIES WHEN YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN. LIFE IS EASY, AWAY FROM HOME. I GUESS YOU WOULD LET A KID ON HIS OWN. I DARE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE. YOU FUCKING COWARD. THE PROMISES THAT YOU BREAK BECOME THE MISTAKES I MAKE. A LESSON LEARNED, A MEMORY I’LL HOLD. WHAT A FUCKED UP ROLE MODEL. YOU LEAD ME STRAIGHT TO THE BOTTLE. YOU, LET ME SUFFER ALONE. YOU FUCKING COWARD. YOU, WATCHED ME HIT ROCK BOTTOM. YOU FUCKING COWARD. I CAN’T FOLLOW, NO I CAN’T LEAD. BUT FOR MY NEXT OF KIN, I’LL BE BRAVE. I’LL ALWAYS BELIEVE, I’LL ALWAYS BELIEVE. I’LL SHOW THEM ALL OF THEIR STRENGTHS AND TAKE THEM TO GREATER LENGTHS. I’LL ALWAYS BE THERE, I’LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. THROUGH THE YEARS I’VE LEARNED TO BE UNBREAKABLE. STUCK IN A SHELL, UNMANAGEABLE. SO TELL ME HOW, HOW’S THIS LIFE SO BEAUTIFUL? WHEN YOU’RE BEING TREATED LIKE AN ANIMAL. AND NOW I’VE HAD ENOUGH, ENOUGH OF THE PAIN, ENOUGH OF YOU AND I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT I’LL BE BETTER THAN YOU. THEY WILL NEVER KNOW LIKE I DO. THIS IS FOR MY KIDS SO YOU KNOW THAT I’LL LOVE YOU. AND I’LL SUPPORT EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO. BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE TO FEEL LIKE YOU DON’T BELONG AND HOW HARD IT IS TO STAY STRONG. THROUGH THE UPS AND DOWNS I WILL GUIDE YOU. EVEN WHEN YOU DOUBT, EVEN WHEN YOU’RE THROUGH. I’LL BE THERE FOR YOU. BECAUSE I’LL NEVER BE LIKE YOU, NO I’LL NEVER BE THE PERSON YOU WERE. NOT MUCH OF A FATHER. BECAUSE I’VE LEARNED THAT KINDNESS OF HEART ISN’T A GIVEN, EVEN WHEN YOU WERE CHOSEN. SO I’LL DO MY BEST TO NOT BE LIKE YOU. I WANT TO BE GOOD, I WANT TO PUSH THROUGH. I’LL BE BETTER THAN YOU. THEY WILL NEVER KNOW LIKE I DO.
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Inner Demon 03:16
IT WHISPERS IN MY EAR AND CRAWL BACK TO MY HEAD. I MIGHT LOOK ALIVE, I’M DEAD INSIDE. I FEEL IT CRAWLING INSIDE MY HEAD TRYING TO CHANGE ME INTO SOMETHING I CANNOT BARE. THIS BURNING ITCH UNDER MY SKIN MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I’M ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT. IT’S TIME I RECLAIM CONTROL OF MY OWN MIND. NO SURRENDER FOR MY INNER DEMON. ROT, ROT THE BEAST I WAS AFRAID OF. ROT, THE UNWANTED CHILD OF GOD. ROT, THE BEAST I WAS AFRAID OF. I SAID ROT, THE UNWANTED CHILD OF GOD. THESE SCARS ARE BATTLE WOUNDS AGAINST MYSELF. THIS DEMON KEEPS SCREAMING, KEEPS RUNNING ROUND IN MY HEAD. SPREADING THE INFECTION. IT HAS BECOME AN ADDICTION. LIBERATE MY SOUL FROM THIS TOXIC ADDICTION. LIBERATE ME, LIBERATE ME. I’VE BEEN CHASING A GHOST THROUGH PAIN AND AFFLICTION. LIBERATE ME, LIBERATE MY SOUL. ROT, THE BEAST I WAS AFRAID OF. LIBERATE ME. ROT, THE UNWANTED CHILD OF GOD. LIBERATE ME, LIBERATE MY SOUL.
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WATERS RISE, CURTAINS CLOSE, THE END IS NEAR. WATCH IT ALL DISAPPEARS. WEARY HEADS, BLACKENED EYES, BLURRY LINES. THE AIR IS THICK WITH THE FEAR THAT IT ALL DISAPPEARS. WATCH IT ALL DISAPPEARS. THE AIR IS THICK WITH THE FEAR THAT THE END IS NEAR. WELL-INTENDED BUT IT’S ONLY SKIN DEEP. WE’VE MADE OUR FILTHY BEDS STAINED WITH REGRET AND FILLED WITH DREAD. I’M HEARING VOICES INSIDE MY HEAD. WHEN WILL THIS END? WHEN WILL THIS END? WHAT’S THE PURPOSE OF FIGHTING WHAT WE CAN’T DEFEAT? WHEN EVERY MOVE WE MAKE BRINGS US TO OUR KNEES. WASTED IT ALL. SEPARATED FROM WHAT WE UNDERSTAND. THERE IS BLOOD ON OUR HANDS, WE ONLY WANTED TO MAKE AMENDS. IT’S TOO LATE TO TAKE IT ALL BACK NOW. SAY GOODBYE, SAY GOODBYE TO THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD BECAUSE IT’S EASIER TO GIVE UP THAN TO GIVE A SHIT. LIKE A PARADE OF POETS MARCHING TO THEIR GRAVES, SO IT GOES. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE? GIVE ME SOMETHING TO SAVE, THERE’S NO HOPE. THE SUN IS SETTING ON THE AGE OF MAN, WE GROW COLD. THE DEEPEST CIRCLE OF HELL HAS A SPECIAL PLACE FOR OUR GHOSTS. LIKE A PARADE OF POETS MARCHING TO THEIR GRAVES. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE? GIVE ME SOMETHING TO SAVE. THE SUN IS SETTING ON THE AGE OF MAN. THERE’S NO HOPE. THE SUN IS SETTING ON THE AGE OF MAN. THERE’S NO HOPE. BREAKING THE FALL. FOREVER SINKING INTO THE SAND. THERE IS BLOOD ON OUR HANDS, IT’S TOO LATE TO WALK AWAY. IT’S TOO LATE TO TAKE IT ALL BACK. IS IT REALLY TOO LATE TO TAKE IT ALL BACK NOW? IT’S TIME FOR A CHANGE BEFORE IT ALL GOES BLACK.

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released September 13, 2019

Produced by Feels Like Home & Maxime Lacroix
Recorded, mixed & mastered at House Of Gain Studio

Album artwork by Stefan Skjodt

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Feels Like Home Quebec City, Québec

Feels Like Home is a metal/hardcore band from Quebec. The band is known for their unique blend of crushing and powerful elements of hardcore combined with the catchy and melodic elements of their metal roots. This effective blend of styles along with their monstrous presence onstage has earned them their spot at the front of Quebec’s alternative music scene! ... more

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